February 12, 2018

Feeling about this YE

Some says that my generation (I’m 23) is lost. We lost our way. We don’t have a goal to follow. Unfortunatelly it is very true. Even us who attends to E+ projects sometimes express the feeling that we don’t really have a next step in our mind. Or the lucky ones say they are just unsure how to reach it. This kind of discussion happened also in this project. But this is where the tables turned. In many cases when a project ends there won’t be any left of it after a given time. Of course some friendships and such but can you show it to the world? Not not really. This is why not only this project but every Let me tell you a story felt so different.  It gave you a goal a really clear goal to achieve. We had to work as a real team and we knew that every time we press a button on our keyboard we are creating something which will has a great meaning to many people, and of course for us. For those days every doubt disappeared from us. It was very relieving. The feeling that you creating something is always nice. Most of the times I do two things which helps me. Gardening and writing. This time was more writing which was very enjoyable for me. Also taking those long walks into the blank whiteness was marvelous especially when I found a forest after I crossed some fields. 


Yet there is also another aspect which is worth to mention. Is that we have met all those people from an era which is still affecting us very heavily even to this day. It covers the whole region like a shadow. But we are still forgetting it slowly but surely. Our little books or memorandums will help maybe not too much but will still help to remember. That’s also something to think of. After all this project was incredibly wonderful. When you got to any project time stops you and your group are covered in a big bubble and there is a strange and unique atmosphere which is similar and kinda feels like home even from the first time. In this project our bubble went back in time. That’s something  that very rarely happens. Me and I think all of the project group felt honored that we were able to met those people and to talk to them. For example the person who gave interview for my part of the team asked us to give him autographs so he can show it to his relatives and friends that we were here. Now many days passed but it’s still hard to put it into words. Its not something you can’t express it’s something you would express much much longer and with very deep details.
So before i lose my train of thought i will leave you guys there.



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